I
knew what agency was and knew how important it was to be individual
and to be independent, to be free. I somehow knew there was one thing
the Lord would never take from me, and that was my free agency. I
would not surrender my agency to any being but to Him! I determined
that I would give Him
the one thing that He would never take—my agency. I decided, by
myself, that from that time on I would do things His way. That
was a great trial for me, for I thought I was giving away the most
precious thing I possessed. I was not wise enough in my youth to know
that because I exercised my agency and decided myself, I was not
losing it. It was strengthened!
I
learned from that experience the meaning of the scripture: “If ye
continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed; “And
ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” (John
8:31–32.)
I
have not been quite as frightened of spiritual crocodiles since then,
because I have been alerted on many occasions as to where they were
lurking. I
have been nipped a time or two and on occasion have needed some
spiritual first aid, but have been otherwise saved because I have
been warned. Fortunately,
there is spiritual first aid for those who have been bitten. The
bishop of the ward is the guide in charge of this first aid. He can
also treat those who have been badly morally mauled by these
spiritual crocodiles—and see them completely healed.
